It has been a sad and bitter day. I am conflicted in so many ways. We have made a tradition to bring needed items to the NICU that cared for her so well on her birthday. This year I couldn't get anyone to answer my calls or emails. Finally, I got someone today and it was like I was hassling them. They came back with a couple things but still sounded like they just wanted to get me off the phone. I know I am sensitive and over analyzing the whole thing but I think I will come up with another way to honor Sage every year from now on.
