Come on time, move your ass.
Friday, June 26, 2009
Wishing away time
I have never been the kind to wish away time. Granted, there have been times when I was looking forward with anticipation to a time in the future, graduation, the birth of my girls, Mondays when I have my therapy appointment. But never wishing time to just pass, just GO! It's sad that I am there right now. I want to fast forward to at least August, preferably December. I just want to be able to reflect and feel the edges of grief softer, easier, rounder than before, softer than now. I want to be at a place and time where we talk about trying again and I don't have butterflies in my stomach.
Posted by These kids' mama at 3:12 PM