Friday, June 26, 2009

Wishing away time

I have never been the kind to wish away time. Granted, there have been times when I was looking forward with anticipation to a time in the future, graduation, the birth of my girls, Mondays when I have my therapy appointment. But never wishing time to just pass, just GO! It's sad that I am there right now. I want to fast forward to at least August, preferably December. I just want to be able to reflect and feel the edges of grief softer, easier, rounder than before, softer than now. I want to be at a place and time where we talk about trying again and I don't have butterflies in my stomach. 

Come on time, move your ass. 

1 comment:

  1. I am so sorry for the loss of your precious Sage.

    I have to agree with you on the wishing time away. I so wish I could just fast froward to December. I wish I could fast forward through these tough days. I just want to skip it all. But in the end we can't. We just have to push through it, and look forward to the future with hope.
    Sending hugs your way. xo